Haizzz... I really dunno what to say to help anyone now. N i really dunno what to do. Sometime feel like scolding someone to wake someone up but i scare this and that. y m i so coward! I scare lost something. What should i do? Will this be change?
Y human must have so much hatred!!! Feel so stress! Tur, Sy and all... I miss u all! I have so much to tell u all... I scare i cant hold on anymore...
Can anyone stop everything? I just hope everything will remain like last time... Is it really selfish? Hope time can prove me wrong...
Labels: Life simply just screw up
Haizzz... Something not really gd happen. Feeling sad for it. Feel like helping but i don't know what can i do. Hope it will be fine?
I should have tell coach that im sick and let others have the chance to play. Y m i still so stubborn! Haizzz... Can everything be fine? I dont want anything happen just like this. =(
Tml has training. Hope it will be fine. N hope tml im not sick and can get back to study again. I really need more time on study now.
Anyway, thx liu shu for teaching me eng maths. Hope tml will be fine ba...
Labels: Won Sp
Later has match against SP. It's an important match for us coz i think this match can make us gain back what we lost in the last 2 matches. So... Peeps! Jia You! We can do it de.
All wish us all the best k... Hehehe... =D
Labels: No more fever =D
When it's my turn, i told doctor where im not feeling well. He measured my temperature and was 38.9 degrees celsius. Haizzz... I thought my temperature has gone down but was getting higher. Doctor said that the effection of my sore throat caused me to have sore throat. However, i think was bcoz of the weather and bcoz of my dad who having fever. He gave me 2 days MC! Feeling damn sad! Having match tml and im sick. N i also cant catch up my studies and yet i was sick! Anyone help me! I hope fever will gone by tml!
Stay at home for the whole day and slp for the whole day. Coughing and sore throat were just simply IRRITATING! When cover with blanket, feeling hot made me feel comfortable. But cold weather still making me feel uncomfortable when i lifted up my blanket. Don't know what can i do!
Anyway, my grandma n cousin came to my house and i was very surprised. They came to visit my dad n i who were sick. Haizzz. But i slp for the whole day and nv chat with them. =(
Hope tml i'll be fine and can play for tml match and wont affect anyone. God help me plz! =(
Labels: Fever =(
Bathed in sch with teammates and was fine after that. Celine they all went to eat KFC which i don't really like fast food. So went to Jack's place to have my lunch with ah di, Kelly and Yc. Ah di n kelly so poor thing, mistook as guy by some auntie. N the server still called kelly "sir". Waaa.. The auntie they all kept staring at us and asking us qns. Make me feel so uncomfortable. It's weird k.
After that, actually don't feel like watching movie but suddenly feel like watch again. Decided to watch "Invisible" with Tina, Zoey and Jasline. Thanks to Zoey who lend me the jacket! The movie quite nice... I like the sound effects. N Yu wen le and Xie ting feng r so handsome. Hehe.
Headed to mum's working place to work. I'm really feeling damn not well! Kept sitting down and squatting down. In the end, went home measured my temperature and was 38.8 degrees. Oh gosh! I cant sick! Haizzz... Maybe bcoz my dad passed the germs to me. Great that my dad is much more better now! Today took bus home and was over slept. Maybe really too tired ler ba... Hehehe...
Anyway... Hope tml everyone will be better... Jia you!
Labels: Sick =(
Haizzz... Having lunch with Wanying and Celine... N was quiet again... After that, accompanied Celine to IT sch and Wy accompanied me till bedok interchange...
Home... Saw dad lying on the bed... Still feel sick... He was sick for almost a week! N i cant do anything to help him... N it's his birthday today... Nv buy cake coz he sure scold us... So we decided to celebrate his belated birthday when he recover... Hope he can get well soon... Went to help mum work as not enough workers... Aunt was sick too... Ya... Im also getting sick... Having cough n bit of flu now... I must be strong! I cant sick! Haizzz... Hey friends... Sorry for letting u guys worry...
Tml having training... Hope it will be fine... Yupx... We must be strong... SHU PING JIA YOU ARRRHHH!!! Cheers cheers cheers...
Labels: Happy birthday dad =)
Haizzz... We lost to Rp... Feel damn bad that I cant help my teammates... I cant motivate them... I cant cheer them... How i wish i can know what they r really thinking... How i wish i could know how they feel... God! Tell me what can i do to help them???!!!
While on the way home... think a lot... Saw my fren and she just broke up with her bf... Aaarrrggg... I like cant do anything to help my friend! I dunno how to express it... I'm bad at console ppl... I'm bad at talking! =(
Hope this will getting better... For the next 2 coming matches... I will do my best i swear!
Labels: Worry =(
Met Amelia, Xinyi, Diana and Tian Tian to go Coach Lee's wake. I heard him passed away was on monday, from Miss cheng... It was really shocked and sad for me... The style he taught us and what he always like to say, are always in our heart... Sometime, my ex-teammates and i will still chat about it... And now... He left us and what we can do is to keep this memories that he gave us in our heart.
Went home very early cause my dad was having high fever. He still feeling bad. Haizzz... Hope he will get well soon...
Tml we r competiting with RP... I must be tough and cannot hide. With all the encouragements from my teammates, I put in all my effort in it. I must use action to prove it! Now is not i afraid of anyone, is i afraid of myself... I must get it off the mindset! I want to do something to help my teammates... We must WIN as a TEAM... Cheer as a TEAM... TP... JIAYOU.... TP... JIA YOU... TP TP... JIA YOU JIA YOU... Heart to heart, WE CAN WIN!!!
Labels: Fight till the end
Late for Engineering drawing... =( Haizzz... After having my lesson, saw wanying and we went to library to wait for our teammates but in the end they went to mushroom... Yc, Kelly, Wy and I slack at library till 4 plus and went to find them...
Today match we nv played well... I think I nv put in my effort! SOrry teammates... I dont dare to do this and that... I nv post up properly... I nv take the rebound properly... I nv BA WO my underbasket... I nv shoot properly... Im not aggressive enough... Im not Feirce enough... Im lack of confident!!! REALLY SORRY!!! =(
Haizzz... Kept recalled what i had done wrong... Was calm at 1st... But Celine made me feel like crying when she talked to me! In the end... Can't control and tears just flow down... In bus, Suat Kim came to me and i cried again... N then COACH turns! Aaarrrggg... I hate that feeling... REALLY SORRY TEAMMATES...
Went to eat prata with Nan, Tina and Zoey... My butt hurt! It's pain now... Haizzz... When bathing, I realised i had a new blueblacks again... =.=
Really feel sad... But i will refresh myself! I wanna do it much much much better than today! For the next coming up challenges i face, I WILL TRY NOT TO AVOID! JIA YOU TP!!!! WE CAN DO IT!!! Fight till the end... =D
Labels: Sobx Sobx
Labels: Smile =D
Went home n watched my vcd again... Haizzz... Wanted to try to study but the words and numbers know me but i dunno them! What shall i do??? Anyone can teach me my work??? I need help!!! =(
Tml got training again~~~!!! Hehehe... SO happy!!! But Tues makes me worry... Nvm... I TRUST MY TEAMMATES!!! WE CAN DO IT!!! =D
Labels: What to do??? =(
My brother so gd!!! He accompanied his friend to buy donut. And he bought 2 boxes of donuts home! Oh gosh! It's damn delicious!!! YUMMY!!! Hahaha... He line up for 3 hours plus. Haha... So patient orh... Hahaha...
Went to work and in the bus saw Zhi Guang. Talked with him along the way to my mum's place and he went home. During work, don't know why i feel so tired... Haizzz... Went home at around 10pm...
Nothing much for this day... =(
Labels: Boring day
Celine, Jasmine and Zoey de SEXY LEG... Whahaha...
Ah di played PSP NON-STOP... Lolxxx...
Me, Tina, Gwen, Phylis and Suat Kim... =D
Cynthia, me and Tina... =D
Same old people again... Hehehe...
Ting Ting and Celine... Celine like smiling horx??? =X
Our match will getting tougher... But with our team spirit... We wont give up and will fight for it... Give our best shot!!! EVERYONE JIA YOU!!!
Labels: Won NP =D
We were having our favourite ICE MILO DINOSAUR!!!
Tuesday training again!!! Hehehe... Same that Wy went to library to watch video again... Lolxxx... Went training and was fine... After training went to eat with teammates... Ya... Having lots of fun and crap with them... Enjoy when they were around... =D
Wed!!! Was excited to see Cynthia wear FORMER... Hahaha... Saw her wear and i laughed from mushroom to the end of the bridge there... Went to prata shop with Cynthia and Jasmine for our lunch and then Wy joined in... Ice milo dinosaur again!!! But this time it was not really nice... Accompany Celine go makan den went to library again to watch video... With Wy around... We sure go library watch video... Lolxxx... But nice to watch... Hehehe... Accompany Celine till her lesson start... And den after her lesson we went to disturb Jasmine they all... Hehe... Went home chiong my project till 12 plus... Was mad doing... Feel so stress coz cant go internet and cant study for test too... In the end nv study at all... =(
Cynthia wearing former and Jasmine...
Wooohooo...Thursday!!! training again!!! Was still okay... Sorry teammates... I like tired n nv do well... But i will try my very best for the matches de... JIA YOU TP... Must win our 1st match... Treat every match our last match!!! GANBATTE!!!
Labels: Ganbatte tp
Watched 1st quarter of under 16 match, Takawa Vs Combine, then rushed to work... Today not really much ppl i think? Still okay... Then 9 plus, my sis came and had my dinner with them... Long time nv see my sis... Kind of miss her... Hahaha...
Tml training!!! Think will be tough!!! Counting down for Pol-ite... 5 more days to our 1st match with NP... JIA YOU TP!!!
Labels: 5 more days to Pol-ite =)
Went home to bath and went to my mum's stall to help... Not much ppl today... I like laze around... Felt sleepy... *Yawn* Went home at 10pm... Haizzz... Nth much today... Sian... Hope tml will be better ba...
Labels: Sianzzz
My group members =D
My classmates and half of jah joon's head... He so extra... Whahaha... =P
Chiou Ling always wanna take photo... Hahaha... =X
My assistant Class rep chiou ling and my buddy Malek... =D Took it during Eff com class...
Training was tough!!! Ran 2 times double suicide!!! Then do "Para Para"... Do hundred plus push up!!! Then when playing 5 on 5... Haizzz... Nv play well... And play till very messy... STRESS!!! I want to improve!!! Sorry teammates if giving u guys any trouble... Tell me if im wrong k... =) For Pol-ite... I will try my best and wont give up even training or matches are tough... I believe in my team...
After training went to Tina's dad shop again... =D ate chicken chop again... Hehehe... I drank $2 Ice milo which full of ICE!!! Cheat my money... Sobx... I miss Ice Milo Dinosaur... Hehehe... And one more thing... I hate Wanying!!! Aaarrrggg... Bcoz of that straight and "narrow" thingy... Those who know must ssshhh horx... If not i shy de k... =X
Took by Tina and I didn't realise it!!! Kelly reaction so funny... Hahaha... Took at Tina's dad stall...
Suat Kim, Celine, Phylis and me!!!
Before going home, we took a pic together... =D Simply love them lots... XD
Friday... Damn tired... Woke up late and late for lecture for half an hour i think... During maths tutorial, we suddenly talked about durian plantation and i told him about my grandma's plantation and he said wanna go for durian plantation trip... It's like so funny lah... Said what we can organize the trip den also can let my grandma earn money... Hahaha...
After all my lesson, went to eat swensens with Wanying, Celine and Phylis... Wooow... It's damn nice!!! Hahaha... Ate till full... Hehe... Then went home to get change and then met Celine in sch... We went to studio to find Tina and Tina was recording something... When she recording... Celine and i can't stop laughing at Tina's voice... Hahaha... Tina's voice is so girly!!! =X opppsss... Hahaha...
We went to play bball but b4 that... I realised i forgotten to bring bball!!! We had no choice so went to Tina's house and take... 1st time go her house... hehehe... Her house like very far from sch lorx... We walked till sweat... And i too tired to walk faster... Hehehe... We took cab down to Seng Kang 188 there to meet Phylis and their friends... We kept playing 4 on 4... Haizzz... I like no strength to play... Dunno y... Dunno what the hell m i thinking... Very tired... Haizzz... After that we went to Long John Silver to eat... N home sweet home... Need to get more rest... =)
Labels: Love my teammates lots lots lots
Vanessa with the ribbon... Hahaha...
Our group doing the Bus Fund project...
My group members are so hardworking... I felt so bad coz i slack and lost coz dunno what to help and do... Aaaarrrggg... =( Sorry guys...
Ice Milo Dinosaur is just simply too nice... Hahaha...
Taken b4 going home... ^-^
Labels: Don't like school =(
Celine and I are counting our blueblack...
While waiting for bus to CCAB for the friendly match that against with SMU...
Wanying and Kelly act as if they r slping...
In the lounge...
We were playing games while waiting for the bus to reach after our training at Pasir Ris CC...
Suat Kim lose the game and she was dancing... Whahaha...
When we reached TP... We were preparing for the friendly match against Kaixuan... There's lot of things happened and i will not forget it... This make me realised how much i really treasure my teammates... They really rock my life... =D
Sunday(8.7.07), last day of the camp... We ran 6 rounds of track... And we were having mini test during training... Quite fun... N i also realised that we must treat every game the last game... Jia you TP... After that we went to watch our video against Kaixuan... And Sam also treated us Roti Prata...
Watching the video and learn from our mistake!!!
After that we went home... Reached home and i slept for half an hour and then met up with YC, Tina and Celine to support Hong Kah North de match... And they won Home U... After that went to eat and went home... A very tired day that without enough rest... Hehehe... But worth it... =P I will nv forget what i learnt from this camp... And our team bonding is getting better and better... Go Go TP...
Labels: Tp girls' bball camp =D
Wednesday after lesson, went to meet Celine they all for lunch... Den bought the You Tao Fu n share with Tina... N Tina kept playing Cynthia's game and we kept laughing while playing... Then Tina only concentrate on playing n nv eat... Den i was like a mother asked her dun play eat 1st.... Then still need to feed her... =.= Hahaha... We went to library then play lappy there... Den slack there... Tina went for lesson at 3... And I accompany them till 4... Accompany Jasmine and Cynthia go for their tutorial... Went to their classroom... N passed by Ting Ting and Gwen's classroom... Disturb both of them... Hehehe... Then 4 plua i rushed to Anglican High to watch my juniors' game... N they won TKGS... After their game, play 4 on 4 with Amelia n her teammates...
Rushed to Siglap CC to play awhile of bball... Then took the same bus with shao ying to Tampines... I went to meet Tina n Zoey to buy our SB... It's so funny lorx... We chatted a lot of crap lah... Hahaha... Went my mum's place to eat and home sweet home...
1 more day to camp... Yuppie!!!
Labels: 1 more day to camp =D
Today not much thing happen... Went to sch at 12 for lab test... It's easy... But then I DREW THE CIRCUIT WRONGLY... Im so careless... =(
Went for lunch at business sch and then went for Lecture... As usual... After Eng maths lec, went next door for Business Fund lec... B4 our lecture for that LT room, there was having Eng maths and Wanying was in the LT... Went to find her after her lesson and suddenly she told me of the friend she mentioned to me before...
After my lesson, wanted to go home... When i reached bus stop, Wanying called and asked me whether wanna eat dinner together... At 1st we decided to go Pastamania... N wanna to asked Ting and Celine but both can't make it... So we went to Itas to eat claypot... We were there chatting till amost reaching 7pm... Saw Gwen there with her Bf too... She went to disturb WY... Playful right... Lolxxx...
So tired when reach home... Slacked n rot in front of the comp... Yawn... Tml has training!!! Hehehe... Now Countdown for CAMP!!! 4 more days to camp!!! =D
Labels: 4 more days to camp
Saturday (30 June) went Kbox with Tur, Chang, Peng and Diane.. We K lunch... I love being with them... =D After Kbox, We went to eat again. We decided to Jack's place and the food is not really nice... =X Diane went to work after we finished eating the food and we decided to go home... On the way home, I had nothing better to do then went to disturb them... In the end... Pinch by them and now i had a lot of blueblack on my hands.... I did pinch them back... But then, they only had a blueblack... What the hell... Not fair... Haha... Shouldn't play with them in the 1st place... Sooo pain... ~~~>.<~~~ They rushed to Tur's place to change cause they need to go Gen's Party... Anyway... Gen, HAPPY BIRTHDAY... =D I went home to get change and went down to Siglap awhile and went to work... So sian... =(
Sunday(1 July), met Jasmine to buy our bag... We went Bugis to look for it but can't find any... So we decided to go Suntec.. We cant find the bag we want so we asked the person to check whether other places have it... N they told us Vivo have... We went there after we watching the match... Hong Kah vs Aljunied... Haizzz... They lose them by 2 points... I think they can win Aljunied de... But they got a lot of turn over and a lot of shooting also nv go in... Sad... After that... we headed to Vivo... N guess what... WE CAN'T FIND THE BAG WE WANT AT THE NIKE SHOP THAT THAT LADY TOLD US... I was so pekceh ar... We cheated by that lady... How can she like that... Sobxxx... In the end... We like two toot toot person anyhow walk here and there... We will so LUCKY... Hahaha... We really "sha ren you sha fu"... We passing by a shop called "ALL b.a.g.s", I saw Nike bag and we ran to take a look n we found the bag we want! It's CORE NIKE CORE LARGE BACKPACK... Lolxxx... There only have one colour n it's black... I was thinking whether wanna buy the same as Jas, Coz if same like a bit weird... Hahaha... Scare she mind... But the back really nice leh... Omg... In the end we keep discuss n a lot of funny thing to crap... then we decided to buy it... Hahaha... So happy... Finally bought a bag that i like and can use it when go to camp... =P Now left with SB... Need to buy it before camp too... CAN'T WAIT FOR CAMP TO COME!!!
Tml got lab test... Hopefully can do well... =D and need to complete my project... =D
Labels: Core nike core large bag =D