How I wish Im not exist! So I wont have any fan nao. Wont let anyone worry. Wont because of my own stupid thinking and mood affect others' mood. I know you all wanna help me and trying to ask me what's happening. But sometimes, something can only keep to yourself. Coz I don't wanna lose anyone. I don't want trouble anyone. I don't want anyone to avoid. 'You' also wont care... So just let me be okay? I will pack my own feeling back one day. Sorry for my selfish and stubborn. I just hope that the feeling is fault one! Just let time solve everything! I know it can be done!
Zhi Yuan! You also must jia you okay? Im not as that fortunate as what you think. Everyone has their own problems. You are really one of the good guy I know. Trust me! If that girl don't treasure you, shi ta de shun shi. Don't always think yourself as a bad guy. When I heard you said "I am not rich, I am not handsome, I am not clever" I really angry k! SO what if you have those thing? Maybe that girl will like you. But so what! You will happy? NOPE! Can you like don't give up your study? I know you like basketball a lot. But somehow, study still important okay. And don't say you are alone! Coz we are here! CYBER RELAX is always your home remember? You asked me not to think so much... You also must do it!
Anyway, today friendly match with NUS and we won. Really hate myself de defence and EVERYTHING! Just sucks! Watever... But I will just do my best for IVP... Just play till I cant run anymore... No more feeling... Ya... Do it for Suat Kim... Do it for our fairy Gwen and do it for our team! With no regret!
I shall looking forward to chalet. Hope that that will be the place where I find back myself. And find back that feeling. Jia you ba...
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